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YES YES EYEYS YES YEOWWWWWWWWWWWWWW thisis like catnip to me every wednesday i cannot form coherent words just catnip

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Amen

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I cannot wait to see Villanelle get her vengence and Eve back 😅

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Oh, man... the world has no idea the length and breadth of chaos coming, from a scorned and savage Villanelle. Thanks for the update, Luke!

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Oh Dark Villanelle rises 👀, god help anyone who gets in her way . She is on a mission! She had finally shown her vulnerability, now she will be full of rage&chaos I don’t think the devil himself could tame her at this rate he would definitely 🏃‍♀️ So emotional seeing her in this state ….but & I mean a big but I think the tables had to turn . Yet again amazing chapter thank you Luke the mastermind 👏👏👏💯loving this🎢 of yours 🔥

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Another big BUT: here it felt as if what I call the Villanelle programming once again is trying to get the upper hand over the true Oxana emotions. A bit schizophrenic, as if Villanelle tries to convince Oxana that love is weakness. I mean she wants to wipe out all common memories with Eve? Really? It's as if two separate souls live inside her, and they are at war.

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💯 I have always believed Villanelle has been at war with herself , especially when it comes to her love for Eve & the emotions she holds for her….but I think we can all say to a certain degree we are all at war with ourselves at least one time in our own lifes . The way Luke articulates it though is truly outstanding ! schizophrenic ? I don’t agree ! Cold & ruthless at times yes , I would look more along the lines of cptsd/a mix of personality disorders definitely arrested development and that’s why I feel she struggles with expressing her emotions & sees it as a sign of weakness due to the lack of emotions she has been shown herself . Remember losing her mother at a very young age , her father being murdered everyone she has loved she had lost. Her upbringing wasn’t a bed of roses , so what is normal to her won’t be normal to others, including being groomed by the 12, yes she had a violent streak but the 12 normalised that towards her . Kind of like a dog eat dog world (kill or be killed) her personality traits all began from a child upwards she picked up some unhealthy habits, I still have a lot of hope for her & I believe her love runs so deep in her own way it’s so much deeper than your average joe …. But hey that’s just my opinion I could go on & say so much more but honestly wouldn’t want to bore you 😂 with me trying to psychoanalysing Villanelle …. What I do see now though especially from where we are right now is growth , & very few people who have suffered trauma are able to show signs of growth I believe Eve has helped Villanelle find growth through their love . As for her wanting to wipe out all common memories with Eve in my opinion that’s just Villanelle putting up her wall as a coping mechanism trying her best to numb out her feelings , it’s very common when one is hurting so much . It’s our brains way of protecting us -emotional shutdown ! Which we all know she very clearly struggled with

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Thank you for this elaborate response. And no worries -- I'm not bored at all. It's fascinating. After all the complexities of Villanelle's character are the main reasons why we are all so fascinated. This very moment I don't know what to answer, because your analysis is pretty exhaustive. Nothing to argue about, all spot on. When I said "schizophrenic" I wasn't referring to the diagnosis but to the casual use of the term in the simplified sense of a split personality. Again -- thanks for the long answer. I'll read it again tomorrow when I'm a bit more awake... oh wait, that's later today, in my time zone.

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💯 that’s why we are all so fascinated! She is absolutely amazing ! No worries I will probably have to read what I actually wrote lol 😂 as I tend to just get carried away, you made a great point though . As yes she clearly does show signs of schizophrenic moments , like I also feel she has psychopathic tendencies but believe she isn’t a psychopath. So I think we both came up with something good there lol 😂, I do chat a lot of 💩 sometimes pmsl 🤣 especially when I’m half asleep . Have a blessed night 😊

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How appropriate -- to get carried away by your own writing on a writing site that features your favorite writing... I'll (re-) read another chapter (14 now) before calling it quits. I feel Luke's work really only opens up during the 2nd read.

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This Killing Eve story keeps me hooked with its intense and unpredictable narrative. The emotional depth and complexity of the characters, especially Villanelle, are brilliantly portrayed. The writing captivates, making it impossible to look away. Can't wait to see how Villanelle's plans unfold! 👏💥

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When she gets eve back i will sob. 😭

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Really am enjoying the inner dialogue within Villanelle, love seeing it from her perspective, & her internal struggle. Doubt Balice is gonna enjoy what’s to follow with her and Villanelle, she saw V kill her partner, & now she’ll get to see a heartbroken V looking to move on 😈.

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Cher Luke, ce chapitre me met mal à l'aise, j'ai du mal à croire que V puisse abandonner aussi facilement la place auprès de E et laisser Niko prendre le dessus. E peut-elle disparaître aussi facilement de la vie de V. J'espère que non et je compte sur votre imagination pour trouver une solution.

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Dans ce chapitre sombre, Villanelle reprend le dessus. Elle considère l'amour comme une faiblesse et veut éliminer Eve de son système. Au final, c'est un affrontement interne entre Villanelle et Oxana qui s'annonce...

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So many things... I noticed again that the men in these writings really are all dorks. This security guard who sees how Villanelle rips out Balice's earrings, tearing her ear lobes, and all he is concerned about is Villanelle's "foul" language when she dares to use the word bitch. So out of touch... so useless...

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LUKE BABY! You are on a ROLL!

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Re-reading again and man this chapter still hits hard. I actually couldn’t comment on it the first time around bc it felt just a little too real…recalling fragmented memories all at once like that sucked the wind out of my lungs and I kind of had to move on quickly lol. But I’ve definitely experienced something like this; it’s been quite some time but this chapter really captured those feelings so succinctly. That feeling when all you want is to fix it, but realize there’s nothing you can do, so every good/bad/tiny memory suddenly becomes too painful to even have around—delete, delete, delete. It’s a very survivalist-mode/protection response. Villanelle is hurting bad. Great chapter.

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Ohhhh. I’d be scared if I was her! 🤭

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Brilliant Luke. Thank You.

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Awesome

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